Living

Being alive and staying alive is a very tough decision to make if it actually depended on you totally.
There are a dozen reasons not to stay alive but there are a zillion reasons to live even if not for the sake of those who love us or those who we care about,but for the sake of those whose lives we ought to affect and change for the better or those whom even if we cant change their situation at least we can help put a smile on their faces....
This is what this 'CALLING' entails,putting a smile on the faces of patients even as you help treat them,ranging from those with minor ailments or mild cases or early stage of presentation that could be treated and cured to those whom are presenting late for whatever reason that there is little or no help u can render but just alleviate their pains and suffering before they proceed to eternity or 'PACK' That warm smile or kind words that help make them smile in their last days go a long way to help them feel better and accept their situation with greater optimism then whatever the outcome you can boldly say with a smile on your face as you go to bed at night that 'I made a difference today',that's fulfillment enough and that's what makes life worth living a lot better than wishing you weren't alive.It may just be your little contribution to life as it were,start something today 'smile' say those kind words..
you never know whose life you may add value or who you might give another reason to Hope....